I am going tell your a story that happen to me today, I was contacted by a mom, She thanked me for this site but was very upset and really didn't think anyone understood her pain.
Please know that I live your pain everyday. I know the feeling of a lost child and having no support and no where to turn and just wanting to give up. I no you don't want to hear about God. Because How can a God do such a mean thing and take your baby. Please I know I was there. I hated God and turned my back to him. Please let me also say that this site is not just for those who believe in god. I'm not hear to push my father on you.
I'm just telling you how he has lifted me up and how living for him has helped me so please don't shy away from this site because of that. I will help any mother who lost a child we are still all grieving in the same way. I really don't want any mom to go through this alone. I know how it feels to come home and see the empty room. And feel the emptiness in your heart
I truly know your pain and I know  how to get up and live again.
So why not try it what do you have to lose. Please lets walk through are motherhood together. Remember we are still mothers just in a special way are babies have wings.
Please have a wonderful night and weekend always here to listen ..
And I ask how was your day??????????
CandiXOXO

Tonight  is for REST. I will be taking the night off to just rest up and be with my family and God. I will always be here if needed just shoot me an email. I will be praying for all the broken mothers out there and hope they reach out for the help the need..

This blog tonight is for all the mothers who have babies with wings. I know right now you are facing your worst nightmare and feel trapped. I know having a voice right now is hard and like I have said before everyone grieves different. So please know if a friend or family member are not acting HOW you think they should be. This doesn't mean they don't care, They simply grief differently, maybe they really don't know what to say or how to say it to you. Please don't force them they will come around when they are ready to. When I lost my baby many people close to me stop calling and coming around, 9 years later and the same people don't even mention her name. I couldn't understand why and I was very angry about it, But I have learned to understand that everyone is different and I can't push them into talking about her. To many people death is very scary, and the death of a baby is the least expected to happen. This is why I put this site and my story out there to help others deal with this unfair journey. Did you know in the English language there is no word for what you are when you loss a baby. I believe there should be and this is why babies with wings is here today.
We are all going through the same things and walking down the same road. I know it is always easier to walk that road with a friend then alone. So please let's walk it together.
Please know if you haven't found your voice yet and are unable to speak about your baby with wings, know my voice is big enough for the both of us.(you can ask anyone who knows me). I will be your voice until you find your's. In time you will find it and the healing will begin. It takes time so don't rush it."baby steps'. little by little and we will get there. Please take a look at my Resource  page their are many helpful links and wonderful people who really care and are willing to help. As I end my night remember everyone deals and heals differently. Always here to listen to what ever you may have to say. And I ask how was your day????
Candi xoxo

This is one of the best books I have ever read, It is very uplifting. Please if you can buy it or rent it from your library, Or I will send you my copy and when you finish it you can mail it to the next person. Joyce Meyer talks about how your mind is very powerful. Think about it when we are having a bad day. Everything goes bad. It's because we are thinking bad or negative thoughts. In this book she teaches you to gain control over your mind and find freedom and peace. You need to change your thoughts stop all the worrying and doubt,confusion, depression and anger. You need to clean out your mind and think positive thoughts. But as we all know this is a very difficult task at hand. She walks you through the steps to a positive change. Before I started this book I didn't even realize that my negative thoughts effected everyone around me. Bringing them down too. I have learned to  control my mind to be more positive. Everything happens for a reason. Some things are out of are hands and we must not try to control everything in are lives.. This will only drive you and everyone around you nuts. Winning the battle in your mind takes time and patience. You will many times fall off and think negative again but just like ridding a bike you must get back on and ride again and keep trying. The out come is worth it. I try to find some thing positive in everything that happens in my life. I know when I lost my little girl I could not think any thing good could come out of it, But look I am now able to help others deal with their very emotional loss of their child. This is a very hard thing to do but I believe that my daughter is my guiding light through it all. I know this is gods plan for us. I don't know why but it is. I am very happy are journey can help others regain their lives and life again. So please read this book, I will tell you one thing it has help me so much. As I end this blog tonight please know I am always here to listen to anyone. Feel free to email me babieswithwings@gmail.com. And I ask how was your day????
Candi XOXO

I was told today by a very wise 8 year old to write about my inner thoughts and feeling, And I was asked how do babies get there wings?  Wow what a great question, Angels are messengers. Angels can only be in one place at one time, So they must have wings???? Right What do you think, I believe when a baby/child pass away god gives them their wings. So they can fly down and watch us and protect us from evil.They are messengers from god.I know not everyone will agree with me but as a mom whom has a baby with wings I know this is the truth for me.Writing your inner thoughts and feelings is very hard and painful, But as that wise 8 year old said to me It must be done.
This is the only way to work there your grief. Get it all out.
Today was a nice day god brought some new friends my way.
And I'm so proud of how far I have come in my endless journey
and how much this site means to me.I can only hope that other find comfort in knowing there not alone in there journey.I am always here to listen.I hope the mothers whom read this can also find comfort one day know that they have an angel watching over them in heaven. Please know that God does not always heal us instantly the way we think, But God is walking with you through this endless journey.As I end this blog I want to thank T.C. for his wonderful input.and inspiring me to write this blog tonight.Also sometimes God has a purposes that we can not understand at the time. I know he had one for me and my baby with wings.Every life is a complete life,even if it may not look that way to use... And with that said Please feel free to email me you thoughts I'm always here to listen.And I ask you how was your day???
Candi XOXO
we are very happy to let everyone know we have a new email
babieswithwings@gmail.com thanks

Well as my weekend comes to a end (way to fast) and we start a new week. I wanted to tell you about somethings that help me get through some hard times. I had to remember grief lasts a life time. You will go through many different stages of grief.
but here are some tips I came up with.I call it R.E.S.T very easy to remember.
R-rest, relax and reabsorb everything you are going through
E.easier it does get easier
    each person deals with death different.
    embrace your self and love ones.
S. support from family and friends,group meetings, online chats.Also my biggest one I can't stress enough SLOW down and just be alone with your thoughts.
T. time to heal and deal with everything going on, Talk about it
how your really feeling.Even if you don't want to let it out.
I hope these tips can help you as much as they have helped me.
Please be patient this process takes time and you need to work through all the layers of grief, So if you need to take a afternoon nap or a hot bath.Grief is a exhausting process emotionally. Follow what feels healing to you.Getting back into routine can help. Don't underestimate the healing effects of small pleasures, a walk with your dog, reading a book, going to church, you're favorite foods.all are steps towards regaining your life back, little by little and we will be there. So with that said I hope you have a wonderful week.Remember always here if needed. And I ask how was you day????
Candi xoxo

Well as my busy `week came to an end. I want to touch on something, When I lost my little girl I was a mess and I know I just wanted my baby with me. I was angry and could not understand why. WHY MY BABY and I know everyone who has lost a child wants to know why???? I don't have the answer but I can tell you. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. At the start  of this journey I would go to her grave and sit there for hours. I would read to her and talk and cry many tears, Many hours. I thought if I didn't go everyday I was being a bad mom.
And I thought that my baby would be upset with me in some way if I wasn't there. Sometimes I would go twice a day, until I heard go and live your life. Well if you haven't heard that yet let me say it  PLEASE GO AND LIVE YOUR LIFE.....Your baby will not be mad they will know you still love them.Try going once a week instead of everyday. If this seems to long take "baby steps"every  other day. This will help you in the long run. I know you can do this and I will take the "baby steps" with you. Let's work on that this week "baby steps". little by little and we will start to live again. I am willing to walk with you, so know your never alone, Always here if needed and I ask you how was your day!!!!! Candi xoxo

I can tell you something I new when I put my story out there.I was not always going to have the support from everyone whom reads it, But that is fine with me I know in my heart that I needed to tell all the moms that are going though this that you can live again. And to mention their babies name and hold your head up high.We might be broken moms but we can move on to be strong woman,And we are still moms just in a different way ( are babies have wings and watch over us from heaven)
And to some this is a sad web site but for me this is a very important website.And one we as moms need and for that I will soldier on with my website for all the broken moms out there please continue to read and email me always here to listen.
and I ask you how was your day???
Candi xoxo

Work , you have to put in the work to get where you want to be in life there is no quick fix. I have put in many years to be able to move on from the loss of my daughter and really be happy with who I am and how I live. Please note I'm not a doctor but I don't think pills are the way to turn. with pills you are just masking the issues not working on them. Well again I'm not a doctor so please If you feel down please ask your Doctor. I can only tell you how I feel about these  issues. And pills were not it for me.
I had to work on it and please remember you get back what you put in..I hope everyone  had a nice day let me know what you think about this. Is the work worth  it or not that is up too you, It was for me, And I can only wish you think this way too.  So please do the work. I am always here if needed
And I ask how was your day???
Candi xoxo

Hello and welcome to my first blog, please bear with me. I'm very  new to computers beside checking my emails. I  am very sorry for any errors in my blogs .
Today I had coffee with a dear friend of mine. We have not seen each other in many years but it just seemed to fit like the years not never past us. And at this meeting I realized that as much pain that has been in me with my loss, I know that I have a life filled with wonderful things and great people, Please look a round and you will find the joy that you can have in your's. I haven't given up on life and I hope you haven't either. I encourage everyone to stop and have coffee with a friend. If you can't find anyone know I'm always up for a cup. I know you will feel some much better. Just talk, laugh and cry be real to your self and let it out. Please feel free to email your blog. I would love to hear what you have to say and I ask you how was your day??? TTYS Candi xoxo