When you loss a baby you need to deal with it... You can not pretend it never happen, you will be lost forever, You will never be able to fully live again, Face your fear, You need to face it, And work it out. YES it is painful but you must I repeat must deal with it and work through it, You will not be able function in life, AND everyone around you will suffer. Just because you lost a child does not mean you can never be happy again. So please find someone to talk to ask your doctor or find a local group in your town.  PLEASE don't bury it. It will take time but you can do it, We all just want to be happy in life, and you can. YES I miss my baby girl more than words can ever say, BUT I am happy in my life and have peace with yo death, I know she is with me and is happy I'm living again.So please do it for your baby with wings, they would want it. remember I'm always here if needed. And I ask how was your day????
With love CandiXOXO

After you suffer the loss of a child your whole word changes.
Everything,,, The way you look at the world changes, I can only hope that you can find peace with the changes,I know how hard it is to really pick up your life, it is like a puzzle you need to put back together, and try to make them fit.This can be a very hard to do. But you can do it. I know I was there looking at my life in little pieces all over the floor, wondering what the heck do I do now. I did it one day at a time some days it was one minute at a time but I did AND I know  you also can. Your life is worth it. There can be happiness for you again. I promise. Life is what you make it. So please don't give up on you. I won't.. Please remember I am always here if needed. And I ask how was your day. GOD BLESS, Candi xoxo

I just wanted to tell everyone to have a wonderful weekend, We are always here if need please feel free to email us. God bless you and your Baby with wings. And I ask how was your day???
Candi XOXO

I have been missing my little girl very much this week. Thinking about what she might be like her smile. If she would be a  ballerina like I was. Who her friends would have been,How would she dress, the type of music she would like .I really wish I had her longing with me, I do have a wonderful seven year old who I love so much and He is my world, I just miss my little girl. I miss the unknown about her, You know what I miss the fights we would of had, and the hugs and kisses and her just calling me mommy. I never got to hear the words mommy from her. I know someday I will hear them from her and get to hug and kiss her, And I can't wait for that day. I know God gave me Kat for a reason,and with out her there would not be a B.W.W and for that I must thank God for her.This site means so much to me, I am able to help others heal. And that is a great thing to know my little girl is helping others deal with there loss.Please know I'm always here if you need some one to talk to about anything. I don't care how you lost you baby.You still lost them and that pain is real. Please feel free to email me about anything,  God Bless you and I ask how was your day???
Candi xoxo

I hope everyone is having a nice weekend. I will be offline for a few days, I will be back soon. Please email me if you need me some one is always here to talk to you, Please get out and enjoy the weather, Even if it is just walk around the block or grab a seat under a tree and just daydream or have a talk with your baby with wings.That is what I will be doing reconnecting with her. Telling her I miss her and giving her the update on how things are going. I always feel better know I have told her.
Even if she is watching over me and already knows. Be well and Remember always here for you.
AND I asks how was your day???
Candi xoxo

Losing a Child ...Losing Your Future?

  It has been said that parents who lose a child also lose the hopes, dreams, and expectations they had for that child. They lose a part of themselves. They lose their future because their child represents their sense of ongoing life. Psychologists believe, because of these reasons, the death of a child is possibly the most difficult loss of all to accept.

  People who have children often feel that parenting is life’s most important role, regardless of the child’s age. Therefore, the death of a child can be a tremendous assault on a parent’s very identity. When you have to lose a child at any age it is hard. I believe that at any age you still have a baby with wings. And they are watching over you.I want you to know you can pick up the piece and live again. Your child would want you to be happy again. And they will not be mad at you and you will not love them any less, Remember I'm always here to talk or just listen. And I ask how was your day???.Candi xoxo

You never know when that rock you are leaning on will crumble
and you will have to stand on your own two feet. Can you stand?? Or will you fall on your face. My Rock is very shaky right now and I'm unsure if I will fall or stand. I hate that part of life the unknown, I know how scary it really is. And yes I too am scared, I might seem to have it altogether, but underneath it all I'm a scared little girl just trying to hold on to my rock...
How about you??.And I ask how was your day???
Candi xoxo

Losing a baby can be an incredibly painful experience. Regardless of when your baby dies, you lose all of the hopes and dreams you have invested in that child from the moment you first found out you were pregnant.

Although you may feel, initially, that you are the only person in the world to experience this heartbreak, you will discover—as you begin talking about your loss—that miscarriage, stillbirth, and neonatal death happen far more frequently than most of us are led to believe.

The problem is that there continues to be a conspiracy of silence when it comes to talking about these types of losses—a strange holdover from the Victorian era, given that we're now "out of the closet" on so many other matters. Although most childbirth classes give you some basic facts about miscarriage, they tend to ignore stillbirth, intrapartum loss, and neonatal death altogether. This is true of most pregnancy books. Is it any wonder that the majority of women who experience these types of losses feel terribly alone?
That is why we started B.W.W to let mother know your not alone we have been in your shoes and we can help you over come this very sad period in your life.Always here to listen to what you have to say. And I ask how was your day?????
Candixoxo

Hello everyone I just wanted to remind everyone that the march of dimes walk is coming up soon and we still need sponsors,
So PLEASE donate this walk means so much to me.One day we will not need this site all babies will be born healthy we can walk to make it happen, Thank so much remember always here if needed. And I ask how was your day???
Candi xoxo

Well I want to just thank everyone for there wonderful emails wishing me better. I am feeling better my back is still sore but not as bad as it was before,I can walk with out the pain. Thank God.
As spring is near it is a wonderful time to clean house get rid of the mess. This is what I will be doing for the next few days. It always feels better when you can look around and everything is clean .Start new move your room around, something about just makes me feel better, try it. If your upset throw your self into cleaning put on the music and rock out while you clean be silly, dance and just for a few minute forget everything you are feeling,Let go. You will feel better even for that minute.I know this road is hard and very sad but you don't have to give up live for the little minutes to just dance and be free.Have a nice night and remember I'm always here for you,Just email me. And I ask how was your day???Candi xoxo