Praying for you mom
I hope God knows how much I love you, and How you mean the world to me
I love you very much, I know you will feel better soon

Today God brought a new baby home,  He must have a plan bigger than we can ever understand. We question him all the time but he really does know what he is going and we can only trust in him to do what is right. A new angel is now watching over us. I pray that God is protecting this new Angels Mother, I know first hand the hard road she will now have to walk, all the unanswered questions she will have. God only know why he does what he does....  please know that we at babieswithwings are here for you and will be praying for you and your baby with wings. God bless you and your family.

Always here if needed
And I ask how was your day???
Be well with love Candi XOXO

I wanted to blog tonight about starting to relive again, I know this so hard for us to do but you can do it life is what you put into, If you sleep all day and don't deal with your loss then you will not start living again you get what you put into it... Please every day get up and start living. I know you can do it. I did with lots of hard work you too can do it. Will it be easy NO WAY but it is worth it. Life can be good again you can smile and laugh. You baby will not be mad at you I promise they will never be mad, This doesn't mean you forgot your baby or you don't love them, What it means is you have to still live and it doesn't have to be a miserable life. God never wants us to be miserable, he does everything for a reason, With out my Kat I would not be who I am today. I have given myself to the Lord and he has giving me the strength to go on and help hundreds of Mothers facing the same thing. So everything happens for a reason, there was a time were I hated God and anyone who had a healthy baby.
I was angry and mad at everyone and thing, This was not a way to live. I had to listen to what God was telling me and give in. I gave my self to him and I began to heal. I now have a healthy soon to be 8 year old Son who is the apple of my eye. My life is good and yours can be to. Do I miss Kat everyday every minute of the day, but I still have to live and this is what she would want. She protects and watches over us. My son knows all about his big sister and loves her very much.  I never wanted to hide her from him so she is a big part of our lives. She is our baby with wings. (God gave us an Angel to protect us and make sure her little Bother is always safe and for that I thank him)
Not everyone has an angel we are the lucky ones  :)
Please know I am always here to listen to what you have to say so with  that I ask how was your day????
God Bless, Candi XOXO

This week I have been making some wonderful memories with my family, I know how short life can be, when you say goodbye to someone you love and you know you will not see them again, it helps to remember the good times you shared with them.  Life is hard and we never know what the next day will bring us. Never hurt the ones you love. You might not have a chance to fix it. This week we ( my family) went on a well needed vacation and shared some great times laughing and enjoying each other. With out any drama and I have made some great memories, Laughing with my Sister and Mom. watching fireworks with my Son (my best friend).  jet skiing with my husband just  great times, I would not trade this vacation for a million bucks. Thank you for the memories I will hold them close to my heart.  I hope you can also go out there and enjoy your family.  I know losing and child is hard to handle but you can still go on living and make your own memories, God bless you and remember I am always here if needed. And I ask how was your day
With love, Candi XOXO