Have you ever looked up in the sky and found a star and made a wish?????
Why do we do that, deep down we know that wishes don't come true. Is it hope or faith that makes us wish  upon a star...
I can tell you I do this almost nightly laugh if you must but it's true I see that same bright star and I think of all the wishes I want so bad to happen.. to they well no not yet.. I guess there are things we can never change issues and situation that will always be what they are... I can wish until I am blue in the face NO one can bring back Kat... it is what it is......but still I find myself making that same wish the same promise I made to God the day he took her home with him.... I promise to be a better me...just let me keep her... but my wish for her to be here with me will not come true ever.... I will not see Kat again until my days on earth are over... But I am keeping my promise to God to be a better ME... To help others when I can. to love the ones I love., To hold my head up high. To never let anyone tell me I can't do something, God did give me a second chances at being a Mommy and I can tell you this one thing..I LOVE MY SON to pieces and he is the joy in my life..I will never be a Mother again, so I am loving every minute I have with Romeo. I see him growing up so fast and it saddens me knowing I no longer have a baby but a boy who is growing into a great little man...I just Wish I had the chance to watch Kat grow up. so many things I missed out on with her...I can tell you this even tho my wishes don't come true I will continue to make them as long as I can see my bright star shining down on me.... that's my Kat shine so bright for all to see........Katharine Mary My little butterfly words can even begin to  describe the pain of not having you here by my side...I miss and love you tons not a day goes by I don't think about you and the what if's well baby girl until we meet again please now I will make that wish for you every night keep shining bright....... My shining star......

Be well with love ,Candi
And I ask how was your day and did you make your wish tonight???

Song for the night ~~  B.O.B.: Airplanes

Just a song tonight..... Please read the words.........


Taylor swift~~ Untouchable

like A distant diamond sky
Mmm
I'm reaching out 
And I just 
Can't tell you why
I'm caught up in you
I'm caught up in you

Untouchable burning 
Brighter than the sun
And when you're close 
I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night 
When I'm in this dream
It's like 
A million little stars 
Spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on 
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on
Little taste of heaven

It's half full 
And I won't wait here 
All day
I know you're saying 
That you'd be here 
Anyway

But you're 
Untouchable burning 
Brighter than the sun
Now that you're close 
I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night 
When I'm in this dream
It's like 
A million little stars 
Spelling out your name
You gotta, come on, come on 
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on 
Little taste of heaven

Oh 
In the middle of the night 
We could form this dream
I wanna feel you 
By my side 
Standing next to me
You gotta, come on, come on 
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on 
Little taste of heaven

Oh, oh
Oh, oh
I'm caught 
Up in you
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh

Untouchable burning 
Brighter than the sun
And when you're close 
I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night 
When I'm in this dream
It's like 
A million little stars 
Spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on 
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on 
Oh, ohwa, oh

In the middle of the night 
When I'm in this dream
It's like 
A million little stars 
Spelling out your name
You gotta, come on, come on 
Say that we'll be together
Come on, come on 
Little taste of heaven
 

I am feeling better!!! Thank God for that one. I am hoping by the end of the week that I will be back to my crazy self. I have so much work to do it's not even funny. I really can't put it off any longer. Bowling 4 babies is fast approaching and I have SOOOOO much to do still.. OMG how the hell am I gonna pull this one off. Well I hope you all enjoy your weekend and the last few days of summer. as the kids go back to school soon.. YEAH I get Mommy time again.. I miss running with the girls in the the morning.....and just my free time....have a great weekend and remember always here if you need a friend..

And I ask how was your day????
be well with love,Candi

song for the day!!!katy perry~~~ thinking of you

What a week from hell.... I have never in my life been this sick.... this is going to be a short blog just to update everyone..as you can see I am sick.. I will not get into what is wrong with me at this point but I am working on getting better.. If you need anything you can contact us we will still be here to answer your questions and help you when you are in need.. It might not be me but one of the girls will get back to you.... please know I am doing my best to get back to work and back on my feet I just need to focus on me right now and getting healthy again.. I wanted to also say   thank you to all that have emailed and sent cards and flowers I appreciate  them all. I will be back soon....

Song for the day... Leona Lewis--- Better in time.. this is my song for the day find it and enjoy....

Be well with love, Candi

This will be my only blog this week as my head is already spinning and it's only Monday.....This is a BUSY week for me.. Too Busy..... I have so much to do and get done... weddings and kids and work.... meetings and big changes to come.. Just a lot to get done in one week... so everyone enjoy your week I will be back next Monday... Remember if you need anything someone will be around to chat or email....

have a wonderful week.
Be well with love,Candi

And I ask how was your day????

Song for the week.... Ne-Yo (Love this one That's me a Beautiful Monster....RUN.....0)
"Beautiful Monster"

All my life
And the hereafter
I've never seen
Seen one like you
You're a knife
Sharp and deadly
And it's me
That you cut into
But I don't mind
In fact I like it
Though I'm terrified
I'm turned on but scared of you

[Chorus:]
She's a monster
Beautiful monster
Beautiful monster
But I don't mind
And I need her
Said I need her
Beautiful monster
But I don't mind

No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)

In her eyes
There's love and fire
In my heart
She's burning through
But I don't mind
In fact I like it
Though I'm terrified
I'm turned on but scared of you

[Chorus:]
She's a monster (she's a monster)
Beautiful monster (beautiful monster)
Beautiful monster (beautiful monster yeah)
But I don't mind (I don't mind)
And I need her (and I need her)
Said I need her (said I need her)
Beautiful monster (whooah)
But I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind)
No I don't mind

Playing with my heart
And she's playing with my mind

And I don't mind I don't I don't mind
No I don't mind I don't I don't mind
No I don't mind I don't I don't mind
No I don't mind I don't I don't mind

(I don't mind I don't I don't mind) And I don't mind
(I don't mind I don't I don't mind) Said I don't mind
(I don't mind I don't I don't mind) And I don't mind
(I don't mind I don't I don't mind) Beautiful monster

She's a monster (she's a monster)
Beautiful monster (beautiful monster)
Beautiful monster (oooo)
But I don't mind (but I don't mind)
And I need her (and I need her)
Said I need her (said I need her)
Beautiful monster (beautiful monster)
But I don't mind (ooooo)
No I don't mind

(Said I don't mind I don't I don't mind...) No I don't mind
(I don't mind I don't I don't mind...) No I don't mind
(I don't mind I don't I don't mind... Oooo...) No I don't mind