If you know me than you know I like to be be hind  the scene.. I like being be hind my computer. These last two weeks has been more than I can handle.. Interviews and photo shots.. NOT MY THING..... But I know I must let others in to be able to help more... I just haven't had a moment to breath or smile it's been one thing after the next and this is how it will be until our Bowling event is over for me...Fingers Crossed I can pull it off and not let anyone down....... I love that I am back to doing what I love to do help others, not all the paper work or having a staff of people to control. Just simply helping and giving back...... Being able to be me while I do it...It's great.. I am missing a piece to make this a perfect ending to this chapter of my life, But I know I have lots of chapters left...
I am on a mission to love me to,, find me,, to just be me... and in the end the ones who should be here will be and the ones that couldn't handle it or deal with it well they weren't meant to be here<3 all good things come to those who wait.. I have another crazy day today.. sorry if I am not around to chat...


Be well with love, candi

Well day two of my Iphone being broken.... I have to bring it to the store tomorrow.. THIS SUCKS!!!!!! 

WHY this is my question for the day?

Well I am going nonstop from now until the bowling event is over... I am going to need a Vacation when it's done... 
This is going to be a short blog tonight.. I am sorry I haven't been blogging lately I am just reviewing some issues and working them out and it's been very draining.. I will be back soon.. have a great weekend and week<3 
Be well with love, Candi
And I ask how was your day???

Perfection--- what is it and why is everyone  trying so hard to be perfect. Why can't  we just be happy with who we are on the inside. Looks fade.. there is always going to be some one prettier than me or you.. I have come to see this in a very hard way. FOR YEARS I hated everything about me. I always wanted to be shorter, skinner, prettier. and for many years I was trying to be something I am not.. It got so bad I would go days without eating I would run miles on end.. I wouldn't be able to stand up to quick because I would almost pass out... I hated me... Not because I want to hate me but I was always trying to make someone else happy.. I finally realized I am who I am hate me or love me... I can't be anything but me... If you don't like me then that's on you, and you can Fu*k off =0) 
I think it's sad that we can't just love each other for what we are not for what we look like.  "WE" are always looking for something better. Bigger houses, better cars, More Money. It's great to want more out of life. But in the end that house and all the fancy cars will never make you happy. I think perfection is not being perfect. Perfection is what you can see in someone that they can't see in them self.  When you LOVE someone you love them for all the imperfect things they do perfectly.... it's as simple as that...Love is building someone up, not pushing them down. When you love someone you want that person to dream big and follow that dream even if you don't believe in it. That's just it  it's their dreams. You don't question it--you just support it.
I think if we were all perfect what a boring world this one be... 
I love being able to see what others can't.. life isn't perfect. But it is what YOU make it.. You can either take all you flaws and own them and in brace them OR you can hide from them and beat yourself up over  something someone else doesn't like about you. I love all the imperfect things about me. Oh an the list is a long one. But I wouldn't change who I am not for a second.. I love me and who I am.. You should try it too. Just remember for all the things one persons dislikes about you another person will love  =0)




There is a quote I love.. “Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly.” This is so true to me.. I love you for all the imperfect things. 


Be well with LOVE, Candi 
and I ask how was your day?


Song for the night.. Bruno Mars. Just the way you are.


This song says it all.......