I am learning the Change isn't always a bad thing... I am taking off until after the new year.. For this reason CHANGE... New Job, new look, Just a new ME...I am finding out that I can change, and it doesn't have to be a nightmare.Wrapping up 2010... WOW so much has happen this year. so many things I am grateful for, so many thing I wish I could be done with....so many doors I need to close to open new ones... thinking back to 1999 when on this day I still had Kat.. with me. Just makes me sad thinking how young and alone I felt. So hurt that I couldn't save her, I couldn't fix her. I think that hurts the most me not being able to fix her....Just having to let her go.. was just so hard for me to do, to say that last good-bye to an angel that I wanted so bad.. I really will never fully understand why me.Why my baby and it's almost 11 years and I still can't find the answer to that one... I guess I will never know. But I do no I am done chasing the wind... Chasing after things that will never be mine... just done wasting my time...time is the one thing we don't get back....well everyone have a Merry Christmas and a Happy new year. I know these times are hard on us. But we will get through them, if we take this walk together<3 


Be well with love,Candi
and I ask how was your day??

Well our Christmas party went great. The Kids were all just too cute, the moms where great. You know it was just a wonderful night. Bringing a little joy to these kids was amazing... We should all do our part to give back.. I am thankful that we had the chance to help and do something for them... to show them people still care and you just never know when you might need help.
Do your part too... 
you will be glad you did.