Well as my busy `week came to an end. I want to touch on something, When I lost my little girl I was a mess and I know I just wanted my baby with me. I was angry and could not understand why. WHY MY BABY and I know everyone who has lost a child wants to know why???? I don't have the answer but I can tell you. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. At the start  of this journey I would go to her grave and sit there for hours. I would read to her and talk and cry many tears, Many hours. I thought if I didn't go everyday I was being a bad mom.
And I thought that my baby would be upset with me in some way if I wasn't there. Sometimes I would go twice a day, until I heard go and live your life. Well if you haven't heard that yet let me say it  PLEASE GO AND LIVE YOUR LIFE.....Your baby will not be mad they will know you still love them.Try going once a week instead of everyday. If this seems to long take "baby steps"every  other day. This will help you in the long run. I know you can do this and I will take the "baby steps" with you. Let's work on that this week "baby steps". little by little and we will start to live again. I am willing to walk with you, so know your never alone, Always here if needed and I ask you how was your day!!!!! Candi xoxo