As much as I hate to say it I am having are hard time this week, I had a great family vacation and we did have so much fun, One night we were walking on the board walk and my friends little girl well she is 9 was walking with us and our 8 year old son. She came up too me and held my hand and walked with me for a bit I could not help but think WOW this is what it would be like to have my Kat with us, the four of us happy and laughing enjoying life.
Just for that few minutes I was complete and I felt good really good. I am lost with out my little girl missing her so much just to have her here to walk that board walk enjoying the summer breeze with us, I held back my tears and put on my happy face not wanting to bring everyone down. But I was really sad not having her with us, I know she is watching over us and we will all be a family one day,but I still get sad when I think of all the things we do as a family and wishing she could be with us, I know that you also think this way so please know your not alone and if you ever want to reach out to talk I will always be here to listen, Wishing everyone a happy summer and wonderful night. And I ask how was your day????

Candi XOXO