I wanted to blog tonight about starting to relive again, I know this so hard for us to do but you can do it life is what you put into, If you sleep all day and don't deal with your loss then you will not start living again you get what you put into it... Please every day get up and start living. I know you can do it. I did with lots of hard work you too can do it. Will it be easy NO WAY but it is worth it. Life can be good again you can smile and laugh. You baby will not be mad at you I promise they will never be mad, This doesn't mean you forgot your baby or you don't love them, What it means is you have to still live and it doesn't have to be a miserable life. God never wants us to be miserable, he does everything for a reason, With out my Kat I would not be who I am today. I have given myself to the Lord and he has giving me the strength to go on and help hundreds of Mothers facing the same thing. So everything happens for a reason, there was a time were I hated God and anyone who had a healthy baby.
I was angry and mad at everyone and thing, This was not a way to live. I had to listen to what God was telling me and give in. I gave my self to him and I began to heal. I now have a healthy soon to be 8 year old Son who is the apple of my eye. My life is good and yours can be to. Do I miss Kat everyday every minute of the day, but I still have to live and this is what she would want. She protects and watches over us. My son knows all about his big sister and loves her very much.  I never wanted to hide her from him so she is a big part of our lives. She is our baby with wings. (God gave us an Angel to protect us and make sure her little Bother is always safe and for that I thank him)
Not everyone has an angel we are the lucky ones  :)
Please know I am always here to listen to what you have to say so with  that I ask how was your day????
God Bless, Candi XOXO