Why is it so hard for me to quit smoking... I have been smoking for wow I don't even want to say how long... we will just say a few long years. It has become my friend in many ways... I really don't want to quit. Quitting something you love and enjoy doing but you know how bad it is for you, Just sucks anyway you put it. I did stop when I was pregnant, but I new it might hurt my baby and I could not do that. So why is it now that I am hurting myself and OK with it. why is it so hard to just stop doing something that can and most likely will destroy my life the one I have worked so hard to make perfect... In  my head I know I must just stop and walk away forever and never look back. BUT my heart is telling me something so different. It is telling me not to give up again, to stick it out everything will work out in the end.. But really will it ever work out it never has yet over all these years and crazy feelings, it has been a let down and am I  real ready to face yet again failure......I know what I should do but I know I really don't want to do that, I like smoking, I like being able to enjoy it. I really am just going to have to give in and give up this is going no where fast. It is only a matter of time before I get hurt or hurt the ones I love.. So I have to just stop it...... I guess giving up bad habits are hard. Even harder when YOU REALLY ENJOY IT.....I guess we will all have to wait to see what will happen with my bad habit.....
So with this said I would love to hear your input and what has helped you give up on something you love to do, but you knew how  bad it was for you...
Be well with love,Candi
And I ask how was your day????
P.S. off line until Monday enjoy your weekend. We are looking at a lot of snow so I will be snowed in loving every  minute of it.... I love the snow.
Song for the weekend: Maxwell, Bad habits.(This is an amazing song)