I am starting this blog off tonight by first saying I am sorry.. I am not perfect and  I have many things I need to work on...I am for the first time scared.. Not knowing which way to turn or what is my next step... I have no clue what door I am opening  and if it's the right door to open.. MY fears are taking over and I fear so much right now.. I just need God to hold my hand and squeeze it tight.. I have to say that I have been to hell and back. and made it this far in life, But this next chapter of my life is going to be the hardest for me.. am I making the right choices I don't have a clue, all I know is I can't live like this anymore..I want to be happy and I never meant to hurt anyone... I just want to be able to breath  and Love me again...So I have to put my fears away and can't let them rule my life anymore... OK with this said I am taking the next few days off from the world.
I have a lot to deal with right now and I have to take it one step at a time....
 Remember this please Life is hard as hell, and you can't change people you can't make them love you, you can't force them to care, all you can do is change you and be strong enough to put  yourself first and just love you.. IT IS WHAT IT IS and I have always said this. That is just life...it is what it is...
Be well with love, Candi xoxo
And I ask how was your day??? Song for the night~Faith hill: CRY this is a really good song and fits the night I am having...“We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly”