Breath... this what I tell myself, Just breath. I don't think you will ever really know what you meant to me.. When I think about you I have to remind myself to stop and breath. I think about you always, wondering about the what if's and the should have been. When I think about you I feel the pain right along with the joy.. For something that hurts so much but is also my happiness is overwhelming. I guess all I can do is Breath. For knowing that for that moment in time you were mine.. that moment will last a life time. If I could change things I would, I would do anything to just make you mine. To have you near, to hold your hand. I miss the little things about not having you hear..I miss not being able to share my life with you. To build a story and fill it with years of happy chapters. I know I have to go on with life without you, without a us.. I have to face my reality  I have to just breath... I guess this is all I can do.. BREATH...

Just one of those nights were I have to just sit down and blog out what my heart is saying and feeling tonight...

Song for the night~~Leona Lewis~~ better in time