Sometimes all we have is hope... Hope that everything will work how it is meant to work out... If we give up on hope then we give up on life... and I am not ready to give up on me.. I am not a quitter so I will fight this fight as long as I need to.. I just hope the ones I love don't give up on me... I think when life gets hard for you, You find out who your true friends are. the ones who push you to keep on fighting and pick you up when you need it... I think that is what scares me the most having  the people I care about and need let me down.. walk away not being able to deal with it....maybe that is why I don't tell anyone anything. After learning Kat was so sick and she would not make it and having the people I needed most turn their backs on me. WOW it hurt. it was a deep cut. So now I just deal with things on my own. afraid  to be hurt again.  I keep it all to myself, not wanting to be let down again. Well I will just HOPE that things work out and I don't have to hurt again...Leaving this one up to GOD!! that is all I can do.. RIGHT...
Be well with love,Candi
And I ask how was your day???
Song for the night~Sade~~ And I miss you..