I have never been good at saying Good bye... Good Byes are forever, and forever scares me. When I said my last Good bye to Kat I knew it would be the last time I would ever see her,ever hold her, ever kiss her little forehead. I don't think anyone likes saying good bye. But sometimes we have to.. We have to walk away and never look back... I am not much of a talker it's hard for me to tell someone how I feel. I guess maybe it's because, When I talk and say how I feel, I usually get hurt. I would rather just not say anything at all... and this is becoming a problem. I have to find away to open up. Let others in and not be so scared to say how I feel. Because how is anyone going to know what I am thinking or feeling, they are not mind-readers. How can anyone truly know me if I can't let them in...
I am learning sometimes FICTION is better than reality.
But it's not something you can depend on.. it's like reading a great book you don't want to put it down. So you keep reading it but what happens when you get to the last chapter and the book comes to an end....and you have to close it. Put it down, you wish the chapters would never end, But like everything else the ending comes, you might not like the way the book ended... BUT you can't change it..

IT IS WHAT IT IS!!!!!
I can say this and I hope you all listen to what I am about to say.. READ the book. because it might be the best book you  ever read, and know matter how the ending is Remember it was worth it ALL, ever last chapter .....
Be well with love..
and I ask how was your day??????
Song for the day~~~Dixie Chicks~~~ Travelin Soldier.. got to love this one... it's about a girl saying good bye to her soldier,, and how she will be here waiting for her hero to come back home..... there love will never end. now that would be a great book.......When you love someone you will wait forever for them to be truly yours... EVEN if it takes a life time. LOVE will never fade.....