Have you ever looked up in the sky and found a star and made a wish?????
Why do we do that, deep down we know that wishes don't come true. Is it hope or faith that makes us wish  upon a star...
I can tell you I do this almost nightly laugh if you must but it's true I see that same bright star and I think of all the wishes I want so bad to happen.. to they well no not yet.. I guess there are things we can never change issues and situation that will always be what they are... I can wish until I am blue in the face NO one can bring back Kat... it is what it is......but still I find myself making that same wish the same promise I made to God the day he took her home with him.... I promise to be a better me...just let me keep her... but my wish for her to be here with me will not come true ever.... I will not see Kat again until my days on earth are over... But I am keeping my promise to God to be a better ME... To help others when I can. to love the ones I love., To hold my head up high. To never let anyone tell me I can't do something, God did give me a second chances at being a Mommy and I can tell you this one thing..I LOVE MY SON to pieces and he is the joy in my life..I will never be a Mother again, so I am loving every minute I have with Romeo. I see him growing up so fast and it saddens me knowing I no longer have a baby but a boy who is growing into a great little man...I just Wish I had the chance to watch Kat grow up. so many things I missed out on with her...I can tell you this even tho my wishes don't come true I will continue to make them as long as I can see my bright star shining down on me.... that's my Kat shine so bright for all to see........Katharine Mary My little butterfly words can even begin to  describe the pain of not having you here by my side...I miss and love you tons not a day goes by I don't think about you and the what if's well baby girl until we meet again please now I will make that wish for you every night keep shining bright....... My shining star......

Be well with love ,Candi
And I ask how was your day and did you make your wish tonight???

Song for the night ~~  B.O.B.: Airplanes