me 08/09/2011
 
Well I was asked a question by my therapist this week.. Here is what she asked me...WHO ARE YOU??

My job wasn't to answer this question right away but to truly think about it.. and come back to her this week with an answer... Who am I???? this questions blew my mind cause truly who the hell am I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes I am a wife,mother,a lover a daughter a sister a friend. The person many turn too for help in rebuilding there own life. BUT WHO IS CANDACE!!!!! maybe I am still learning who I am. What makes me tick what makes me smile what makes me happy... I have always been a fixer.. the one you can turn to when your in need of a friend and someone to help you pick up the pieces. Maybe this is so I don't have to focus on ME...if I am so wrapped up in others issues I don't need to think about mine...I am a true believer that we have a calling in life. Mine is BWW God gave me my daughter Katharine Mary for a reason... At 19 I thought I knew it all I had my life mapped out I would become a Mother and wife become a nurse and live happily ever after!! well sitting here at 32 (yeah I said it 32) I NO NOTHING AT ALL......Life is still a puzzle we have to make fit. Piece's that we have to put into place and sometimes as much as we want those pieces to fit they don't. We can't give up we just have to keep rearranging them until they fit well sometimes they never will and we have to move on and just let go of what we want...you can't make it fit all the time.. I guess I am blogging this tonight cause I am truly lost over this one.. wow that's a first for me.. I have no answer to this one. I guess I am still learning, I can tell you this I am ME plain and simple.I don't try to be anyone else. I love who I love, I like what I like and that's just it. Even if some think I am a little CRAZY well that's fine with me too cause that just means you never know what your gonna get with Candi..I am glad I am who I am..I wouldn't want to be anyone else..Just plain old crazy chick ME<3 love me or hate me...I am still gonna be ME<3

Be well with tons of love<3
Candi

Song to the night...Jon B<3 Someone to love...going old school for ya tonight....love this one.....
 


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your Franklin
08/09/2011 20:01

my dearest sister in christ..i have your answer of who am I,just tell her you are an angel,sent to comfort so many of us out here hurting,crying out for our babies love..just tell her you are a god sent comforter now for so many..i love you...r kindness candi in your own daily pain of your loss of your own loveone,you still give your tender love to all of us that cry out to you..thank you my sweet lord jesus for such a good and faithful servant..my love to you candi in christ jesus..lol Your franklin

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Candi<3
08/10/2011 13:09

My Franklin<3
Thank you so much for this comment...
I have to tell you this put a smile on my face! One that I haven't seen much lately.
Thank you dear Friend...I hope that we can start working together soon to reach those Children on your village and help them also smile.. it's a blessing to call you a friend and to read your posts and comments and emails THANK YOU!! Be well with tons of love,Your Candi(LOL)

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