Love takes time... when you love someone you don't give up!!!! you stick it out you make it work... 

Busy weekend for us here.. Church tonight and then having a houseful for the boxing fight tomorrow.. Mother's day is Sunday <3  I know this day can be so hard on many of you.. Just remember to take time for you.. even if it's just to sit and breathe..... Just remember you are still all Mother's... so try to enjoy the best you can... even if you need to just be alone.... 

Well tomorrow is our walk for the March of dimes.. and I can tell you this!!! I will be there but it's not the same I am missing a very important team mate!!! this is gonna be a hard day for me... I am not eating or sleeping! I am just so scared and I can't fix her!!! I can't help her.. I would give any to trade places with her..She shouldn't have to deal with any of this.... I pray to God that he keeps her safe and here with us.. cause I need her....I can't lose her!! she is my friend!!! and I love her.... Kat I need you to keep her safe!!!!!! The hardest part is knowing I can't DO ANYTHING to help her!!! I hope she knows how much I love her...... life is a gift so don't ever take it for granted EVER!!!!!!!!!!!

Today I took a long hike in the woods.. having some issues I am working out... I think we all have things about us we don't like.. I am very honest with my flaws.. today is the day I remember to love me... 

Song for the night<3 Kelly Clarkson<3 NEVER AGAIN
hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me
I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words

I never read your letter
'Cos I knew what you'd say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try and make it all OK

[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you would do
And don't say, you simply lost your way
She may believe you but I never will
Never again

If she really knows the truth, she deserves you
A trophy wife, oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes, and he's through with you
And he'll be through with you
You'll die together but alone

Maybe I'm a dreamer
Maybe I'm misunderstood
Maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should
Maybe I'm crazy
(Maybe I'm crazy)
Maybe I'm the only one
(Maybe I'm the only one)
Maybe I'm just out of touch
Maybe I've just had enough

Maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change

Maybe it's hopeless
(Maybe it's hopeless)
Maybe I should just give up
(Maybe I should just give up)
What if I can't trust myself?
What if I just need some help?

Maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change

And maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try

And maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change

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Happy Easter

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else
hey

[Verse 1]
You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn’t good enough.
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough?
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus:]
Who says, who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?
Trust me, that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

[Verse 2:]
It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus:]
Who says, who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?
Trust me, that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

[Bridge:]
Who says you’re not star potential?
Who says you’re not presidential?
Who says you can’t be in movies?
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test?
Who says you can’t be the best?
Who said, who said?
Won’t you tell me who said that?
Yeah, who said?

[Chorus:]
Who says, who says you're not perfect? (Yeah)
Who says you're not worth it? (Yeah yeah)
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'? (Ooooh)
Trust me, that's the price of beauty (Hey yeah, beauty)
Who says you're not pretty? (Who said?)
Who says you're not beautiful? (I'm just beautiful me)
Who says?

Who says, Who says, you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?

[Chorus:]
Who says, who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?
Trust me, that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?
Trust me, (yeah) that's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty? (Who says you're not beautiful?)
Who says? 

Looking forward to a nice peaceful weekend<3 
Hope you all have a good weekend... Just remember to stop and breathe take time to just sit and thinking... 
take some YOU time..
Be well with love, candi
song for the weekend...Maxwell.. Bad habits

As much as I love the rain!!! Today I just wanted it dry.... but I can't let it stop me so I must suck it up and go!!! No blood this time I hope. I have less then 30 days left.. but I know I can do it. I like pushing the limits and giving myself some crazy challenge!! We will see who wins this one.. but my money is on me cause I ALWAYS WIN!!! 
Lol Ok have a beautiful day and challenge yourself too.... something on one thinks you can do!! well do it!! show them what you made of.. I love proving people wrong! I get a sick joy outta it!!! I am too much even for myself sometimes I swear I don't understand how my friends and loved ones deal with me!!! OK off to get WET!!!!
be well with love, Candi
Song for the day.. Linkin parks--- holding on<3 

Today was a good day,I was able to check off some items on my to do list! 
Just remember to take time to smile<3 don't over look the little things in life.. take time to tell those you love them. 
Life can change before you know it. If you love someone and have a good thing. Don't let it go!! I don't believe that whole love something let it go if it comes back it's yours yeah whatever..... it might come back broken and in a worst situation then when you had it.. SO KEEP IT!!!! don't let it go anywhere.. If it's love you'll work though it... life isn't always black and white.. love comes in all colors but it's still love no matter the situations!!!! make room and figure it out. Work to keep it good and work to keep it going!!! OK off to make Romeo's favorite dinner  pasta and home made meatballs and garlic bread!!! Yummy lol.. Have a great night. 
And I ask how was your day???
Be well with love,Candi
Neon trees- Animal!!! love this one<3